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When We RepressedWhen We Repressed  Ilana Lu  April 15, 2008   
 
 
We forgot how to walk slowly  to pause  to love   
We walk hurriedly  
telltale hearts beating of grief  While memories of walking slowly  cause our hearts to pound in rhyme, in time  to the grieving aching world  in which we walk  we talk   
We forgot how to speak slowly  words rushing in and out of commutes  pardon me, excuse me,  fragments of existence  but devoid of character  I becomes we  She becomes they   
In love, we walked slowly  holding hands   When We Repressed
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laying off plans for a while

Journal Entry: Fri May 16, 2008, 9:45 PM
holding off the zine and other such things until some other stuff gets sorted out.



one being a good friend who's just literally falling apart in front of me.
And 2 weeks, I'll maybe even lose contact with them for years.


"We're going to eventually go on with our lives someday. Some day you wont even remember me; what does it matter if it happens now?"


It matters, darling. Because I'm worried for you. You need help.
In one week you finally made the pieces click into place,

and I realized what you've been doing to yourself this whole time.
it hurts me to see you fall apart
Since you were there for me when I did the same things.
and I'm not letting you fall yet.
I'm not going you slip that far down.

You're beautiful. You have such a personality. I'm so glad I met you.
But this is breaking me from the inside; I wish I could take away your pain.

I wish you could feel how much it hurts me to see you do this
or how hurt I was when I found that track mark on your arm
Nothing I can do will help you, and that scares me. I'm afraid to give you money anymore, because I don't know how you're using it.

I honestly never thought that I could care this much about friends. But evidently, I really do.

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  • Mood: Bitter
  • Listening to: Linkin Park--Given Up
  • Reading: Palestine Peace Not Apartheid

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  • Current Age: too young to be mature, yet too mature to be young.
  • Current Residence: new brookland, sc
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: oi, mediums work fine, thanks :]]]
  • Interests: violin, digital art, photography, music, skateboarding, and yes, still ballet
  • Favourite movie: the prestige, any monty python :]
  • Favourite band or musician: Arch Enemy, Angelspit, Megadeth, Metallica, GNR, SOAD, wed13, Marilyn Manson, Trivium,Anathema,opeth
  • Favourite genre of music: (most)metal/goth/thrash/classical/emo(just a tad)
  • Favourite artist: van gogh, salvador dali, escher
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dostoyevsky, HP Lovecraft
  • Operating System: vista
  • Shell of choice: snail
  • Skin of choice: pale, pale. and then paler.
  • Favourite game: mariokart ds :3
  • Favourite cartoon character: GIR!
  • Personal Quote: "Is this a clit?" "NO, thats my kneecap you fucktard!"

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~jiLLzz:iconjiLLzz: Mar 27, 2008, 2:54:42 PM
just stopping to say hi
=3

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~Zebreziya:iconZebreziya: Mar 21, 2008, 7:14:42 AM
hi there....
and thanks for the :+fav:

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i focus my eye on you... 0.o
~jiLLzz:iconjiLLzz: Mar 7, 2008, 11:10:57 PM Mood: Adoration
zomg it rhymes ^_^
whyy thankyou
you too =D
~KiWiiz:iconKiWiiz: Mar 2, 2008, 12:02:28 PM
Your Welcome. I love your work. xD

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~KiWiiz:iconKiWiiz: Mar 1, 2008, 11:53:40 PM
Hey! Wow do i love your Album. Your Pictures are so different but still amazing. Really nice!! <3

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~jiLLzz:iconjiLLzz: Mar 1, 2008, 10:46:24 PM
thank you so much :]
~JDLA:iconJDLA: Mar 1, 2008, 1:55:45 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:! :hug: lol that was fast!

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"Where in the world is Carmen San Diego?"
"I don't know; she's dating Waldo...."
=fourlizards:iconfourlizards: Feb 28, 2008, 9:49:59 PM
Thanks for the :+devwatch:! Always nice to find a local deviant.
~ExiledSeraph6:iconExiledSeraph6: Feb 12, 2008, 12:30:09 AM
:hug:

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Be yourself and you'll be more beautiful than any surgery can make you or any pageant can prove.
~MalePregnancy:iconMalePregnancy: Feb 11, 2008, 2:57:31 PM
U GET ONE ALSO!
YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!

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Send to 10 of your friends to show them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much!!

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Join *Naruverse!!! These people are creating their own storyline within the Naruto world!!! You should totally join this project these awesome people are doing!
~Shellsweet:iconShellsweet: Dec 24, 2007, 10:42:22 AM
:holly: MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! :holly:

Happy Birthday to Jesus Christ! :boogie:

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I am Not the way to Jesus!
We Get so confused on our Part of the Job
Jesus will save the world!
So, Maybe the best thing we should do is just get out of the way!
He is in Control, Everything will be alright!
Step into the unknown!
~e-evtushenko:icone-evtushenko: Dec 23, 2007, 12:27:26 AM
Thank You very much for the watch! :D

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~PRDarkAngel:iconPRDarkAngel: Dec 5, 2007, 12:28:32 PM
HEY, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.


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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.

I'm waiting...
It's friendship week.

If you receive (at least) 10 back, you truly are a lovable person
~dude3d:icondude3d: Dec 3, 2007, 3:55:21 PM
HEY, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.


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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.

I'm waiting...
It's friendship week.

If you receive (at least) 10 back, you truly are a lovable person.

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watch me crank that SoUlJa BoY
*TheArtistDarklady:iconTheArtistDarklady: Nov 25, 2007, 7:36:55 PM
:blowkiss:

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After ten years of therapy my psychiatrist said something that brought tears to my eyes.
He said, "No hablo ingles."
*TheArtistDarklady:iconTheArtistDarklady: Nov 23, 2007, 1:09:03 AM
:hug:s to you for the favs! Much appreciated!

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My Gallery *TheArtistDarklady

After ten years of therapy my psychiatrist said something that brought tears to my eyes.
He said, "No hablo ingles."
=Disassembly-Boy:iconDisassembly-Boy: Nov 9, 2007, 9:46:13 PM
Thanks for :+devwatch: and :+fav:'s :heart:

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When you smile you are so sweet
Let's pretend that i'm naive
Close my eyes and I can't see
While I've got my tongue in cheek
*TheArtistDarklady:iconTheArtistDarklady: Nov 9, 2007, 6:23:10 PM
:blowkiss: Thanks so much for the fav!

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After ten years of therapy my psychiatrist said something that brought tears to my eyes.
He said, "No hablo ingles."
~soreenjyu:iconsoreenjyu: Nov 2, 2007, 9:23:15 PM Mood: Joy
You're welcome!

:heart:

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~Lacrimoosa:iconLacrimoosa: Oct 14, 2007, 8:31:59 AM Mood: Love
Thx for favs :hug:
Iam very glad ^^

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Archangel, Dark Angel
Lend me thy light
Through Death's veil
'Til we have Heaven in sight!
~Pants-Monster:iconPants-Monster: Oct 12, 2007, 11:40:53 PM
Your pictures equal awesomeness and they make me feel small inside. :D

'Tis I, Amanda. I used to hang out with Michael at school. Until for some weird reason we stopped talking. O_o Anyway.
^_^
Since I bothered Levi (he doesn't even know me x_x) I figured "what the hell"!

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I've fallen victim to Ray Toro's 'fro. But it's okay, there's lots of other stuff in here.
Contrabass clarinets are sexy. >D
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(Hope the link works!)
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